I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I just want to live.
I have so much to live for.
Why can't I do this?
I can. I just don't do it. I have the tools and I know I can create a support system.
I am shocked I'm still alive.
I hate alcohol.
I hate being an alcoholic.
I hate having no control.
I hate that I am letting it steal everything from me.
My god... this has to end.
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