Stream of thoughts - 100 days of sobriety?

Another day. Not sober, but I won't be getting drunk either. I only have a small amount of alcohol left and my partner will be home early. I don't want to be stupid drunk when they get home.

My alcoholism is causing problems in my relationship. The best relationship I have had.

I need to pick a quit date. I have been reading a lot of sober blogs, and the 100 day thing seems to be a good start. No matter what, no drinking for 100 days.

I have been sober for longish periods in my life. The longest one was 2 years. It was so strange when I picked up again. When I woke up that morning, I had no intentions at all to do so, yet all of a sudden I found myself at the wine store buying my favorite drink.

I wish I could remember more about the days leading up to it, but I can't. Alcohol has damaged my memory.