Well, I was not allowed into the program. They said I needed to be sober for 4 days. I freaked out and started crying. He said I needed to either be medically cleared by detox services or go home and not drink all weekend and come back Monday.
I got so pissed and discouraged... But I decided to so the detox thing. Because I didn't feel safe going home. I went into a horrific mental space and thought I might hurt myself.
So, I'm on the ER waiting for detox services people to show up.
I am serious about getting sober. In the past o would have been reactive and drank. Not this time. If you don't here from me for a couple days that's why.
I thought being sober for 38 hours would have been ok.
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